breakdown

yes
it has been a rather horrid week
it just passed by so ...... suddenly
suddenly felt so lost
thinking about 'A' levels
thinking about canoe competition
and thinking about how i totally am not prepared for both
sighz
i think that's what made me cry abit yesterday
it wasn't just that i didn't know anything about normal distribution
it was the immense amount of stress and fatigue i suddenly feel
geez
its the first time this sorta thing actually happened
i was always rather happy
it just all came down on me yesterday
so sorry to those that had to bear with my other self
and also my snappy temperament
haha
wells, revenge today
i fell sick
i had flu and couldn't sleep through the night
felt so tired today
just dazed my day away
too tired to feel any sadness, any fatigue
just going through my day
i really hate school
studying
canoe trainings (land)
the crappy teachers
crappy people
but i have to make it my life
i have to make it all my life is
for the future
for myself